when's breakthru?

its been 1 n a half months of pure chiong-ing of wrk..n
late-nites-no-more..

smtimes i wonder..why am i in tis industry?
i'm totally clean of experience in design..
or maybe cos i'm reli desperate 4a job at tt point of time?
n comes e best part..its a no-basic-pay job..
quite amazed hw was i able 2 even survive e past months..
sigh..

i nd $..
oops sry..shud be
i'm fuckin desperate 4 cash in fact..
i rather die den 2 ask mummy 4 money..
aniway..blah blah blah blah..

jus gimme more projects..
n i believe strongly evrytin will be fine..
i'm so bz frens..sry 4e lack of updates
=(

bear in mind.. NOTHING COMES EASY

lose yourself (myself)

" look..
if you had..
one shot, or one opportunity..
to seize everything you ever wanted..
in one moment
would you capture it..or just let it slip?
yo.. "

its true..ain't it?
who'd wanna let it slip? jus tt not evry single one got the balls in doin so..
wats so fuckin diff? yeah?
main point.. many eminem's lyrics touched me..
and made me tink..