i screwed it up? ME?!

evryone has his day..bad one of cos..
n it was mine ytd..or rather juz now
utterly speechless n depressed..

i was suppose to handover my project by 2nd of nov..
n i was unable to do so..luckily, home-owner gave 1 more day..
cos their rented apartment will only kick 'em out on e 3rd, monday..

monday was war!
rched e condo at 9am..
i started doing area cleaning all by myself..a thorough one!
den one by one..
my electricians..plumbers..carpenters etc. came..
e whole fuckin' place was in total chaos..
n my CLEANED site gone to waste again..but nevermind

ok..now for e owner's part..
she's noor, sg malay lady (spg)..
husband's matt, american..
she manipulated me n my manager, calvin..
at many a times..
by telling me tat she informed calvin abt certain changes n requirements..
in fact she din,
i checked wit calvin afterwards..
n vice versa..
FUCKED UP!

and after i repeatedly & detailedly informed her abt e schedule..
she said 'OKAY! =)'
den e nxt day she fucks me for nth..

she got all their furniture shipped in, back frm their shanghai home..
& clogged up e whole damn house on 29th oct!
& how e FUCK am i suppose to get my workers to get their job done?!
there wasnt even space for walking!!!

n finally we done up all tat we needed to, on 3rd..
phew..but she doesnt wanna pay up the remaining 5% + variation order!
my fucking head got bigger..
i'm dead!

god bless me..please..
lemme jus finish tis damn job..
& lemme carry on smoothly with the others..

so was it really my fault? sigh...

deepavali a.k.a diwali

last nite was a sweeeeeet nite!!!

all thanks to uma! (~huggies~)

was invited to her place for dinner for diwali.
took us (bm, shawn & me) a real long time to reach her place..
all thanks to the slow-poke, shawn..

was welcomed warmly by her dad at the door.
and then we went into the kitchen to greet her mum~
it wasnt reli a big big party, but we all felt at home, and reli comfortable!
honestly, the 3 hungry ghosts were only waiting for dinner to be served..
ok..sorry..but we reli were saving our tummy for tat particular meal..

not long after we 'fondled' with bella, her jack russell, it was..
~~DINNER TIME~~
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

we had sambal prawns..sambal chix..mutton curry..roasted chix wings
the best dishes of the nite was..the prawns & fried wings!
the juicy & spicy prawns were all springy & fresh~
the semi-crispy & golden-brown wings were tender & well-marinated~
it was seriously S-E-D-U-P!!!
so much tat, if i had known abt the delicious-ness earlier..
i wouldn't eat for at least 2 days..
jus to extend our 1-hour-dining-time last nite..
to maybe abt 2-hours-devouring-time + half-an-hour scavenging??
i deeply believed tat bm & shawn would have done the same,
if they knew abt it earlier!
wakakakakakakakaka~

the best part was tat uma's dad kept insisting tat shawn's a PRC..
CHINA MAN~
wakakakakakaka!
we laughed our asses off..totally wicked!
after the mingling wit bella, dad, & mom,
time to bid goodbye~

next, we headed for our usual drinking session..
dragging our individual, enormously-bloated-touching-the-floor-tummy, as we crawled..
hahahahahahahahaha! bueh tahan!

we gulpful-ly drank,
we silly-ly danced,
we boy-band-ly sang,
we cranky-ly tried stuns,
we simply enjoyed ourselves to the fullest!
thanks buddies!!!
for 'partying' with me,
when i'm under such tremendous work-stress recently~

diwali madness

it started off tis way..all cool & calm..


then ideas came..

belly no.1 feat shawn the botak
(jibeh..dun even have belly..)

belly no.2 feat alan the goatie
(not bad siol..still got the cutting siol)

wakakakakaka~

last but not least..
belly no.3 feat bm the black-prick
(so u tink he has a small pot? tink again..)

bm wasnt satisfied as his proud belly wasnt captured properly..
so.. he went solo..

& bm shows it off all by himself..he's seriously proud of it!


we were stuck & ran outta ideas..so..

back to original, as we brain-stormed..
(fuck man..i got a steam face..wakakaka!)


then it came again..

we were upset due to the photographer's 'professionality' (uma)
it wasnt ez for tis act..as we were wanna-be-cheerleaders..
not professionals!!! wakakakakaka!

during our 'rehearsal'
shawn's a scaredy-cat! muahahahaha~!

groovin' away, dun even noe wat we wanted to do..
but we were high on our nonsense

we were all worn-out after all those nonsense..

proudly brought to you by:

the 'vannakam boyz'

to be continued.....

photo updates

gary's birthday

andy, gary, brian

the shorty's club

erica, kenny, gary

family shot (naruto version)

eileen & gary

shorty's club

singapore formula one 2008

actually to me, i think it is a total waste of time to go watch formula one road race in singapore..
the above video tells u why! ^.^

gettin' better

its been awhile since i last logged in to update..
i felt guilty..
i didn't want this blog to 'die-off' again..like my previous ones..
so now, in the middle of the damn nite..
or rather early in the morning, i'm here to spout some nonsense
^^

life's getting better, in the sense that i can see myself having lesser nonsense to worry about..
being able to focus more on work rather than thinking of where to party evry other night..
i guess this is a maturing phase for me..time for me to settle down bit by bit..
and start earning BIG BUCKS!
WHOOOSSH!!!

recently had a "home & decor fair" @ marina square..
and i thought i saw SIMIN..but didnt approach her cos i wasn't sure..
and to confirm it..i saw her again at robertson quay that very night again!
she's ... LATINA, MOCHA, kinda HOT!
NICE!
goodness..everyone seem to be changing for the better..i also want!
wakakakaka~
soon la..soon~

ok..i don't know what else to spout anymore..so..
stay tune, till i'm back!

~happy birthday to me~
~happy birthday to me~
~happy birthday to myself~
~happy birthday to me~

sad rite? it's ma birthday, but yet, i'm at work now without pay,
how the fucking hell am i gonna celebrate?
depressed..

my buddies and so-called good frens are all uncontactable..
all busy wit dunno wat fuck..thanks all of u~

but there's one fren, one team-mate,
one brada, one soulmate,
one confidante, one dance-mate,
whom stood by me ever since we started playing soccer.
BM
so wat are we gonna do 2nite? n thanks for making time to acc me man bro~

i dunno how 2nite's gonna turn out to be like..
so, my birthday wish is...
" wish me all the best 2nite for my birthday "

S.T.R.E.S.S

i'll keep this post short due to post title..

thanks for reading..

back to work..

searching myself

it was a madness course..a course which woke me up..
a course which showed me the way of life i suppose..

i feel n i noe i'm changed..

it takes time to prove many tings around us..

i noe n deeply belives i'm able to pull it off..

so ppl..jus u wait..the day shall come n u all will accept me totally..

as i will be~

general updates

hi ppl, hey buddies~
i'm back here again..
see the reason y i always hate to start a blog?
cos wheneva i start a new blog..means i hav nth to do..
and after when i got a new one..i start to get uberly bz..
den no time to update n all..
CHUI~~~

btw..its been tough 4 me 4 the past 3 months or so..
i hav so many tings tt i wanna get..so many tings tt i wanna do..n so many wishes i wanna fulfill,
wheneva i start wrking again..
its a syndrome i hate 2 have..a syndrome calked "i-want-it-all"

days past lyk water..
clients come n go lyk wind..
project closed lyk safe..
project dropped lyk bird-shit..
2.5k project to 140k project..
i'm being so i-dunno-wat-to-blog-about..

knew quite alot of new frens the past 1 months..i'm bored..so lemme try listing em

(shin8)
karen
jenny
angelia
gina
adelia
(supplier)
raymond ho
fabian
jackie
ah lam
ah tan
(crazyhour)
elaine
hazel
adelene
michelle
cherry

still many more..but i tink tts abt it for nw..
ONE MORE TING!!!
tis ah li!!!
nv giv me her photos!!! hw am i gonna start with my nxt featured fren of the day?
booooo~~~
ah li...dun love u anymor la!!!
wakakakakaka~
but subway was definitely love~~~~~~
so..i stil love u~
MUAHAHAHA~~~

i hav 2 buddies..i tink they're fucked up..n i tink they dun deserve my kindness anymor..
not to mention they're no-longer buddies to me..
one of which, i was more den disappointed in him..he was
a fantastic team-mate..
a listening confidante..
a wicked companion..
simply NICE~
but he himself fucked it all up after many times of forgiving his..
stupid fucking lies..tt i exposed him on the spot..
stupid fucking excuses..tt is totally irrelevant..
stupid fucking look me up ONLY n ONLY when he needs help..
n after i'd gone thru alot to get him help..
he simply vanished into thin air..
there're millions of small lil tings tt i'm jus too sick-of-it to rmbr em all..
i cant..anymore..forgive him..i had enough..dun eva tk my kindness for granted..
HAIKEL ... NEVER!~

ok..i lost my appetite to carry on my post..
BM~ PLEASE GET WELL SOON~ LOVE U ALWAYS BRADA~
till then..its good bye 4 nw~

bear in mind..NOTHING COMES EASY

when's breakthru?

its been 1 n a half months of pure chiong-ing of wrk..n
late-nites-no-more..

smtimes i wonder..why am i in tis industry?
i'm totally clean of experience in design..
or maybe cos i'm reli desperate 4a job at tt point of time?
n comes e best part..its a no-basic-pay job..
quite amazed hw was i able 2 even survive e past months..
sigh..

i nd $..
oops sry..shud be
i'm fuckin desperate 4 cash in fact..
i rather die den 2 ask mummy 4 money..
aniway..blah blah blah blah..

jus gimme more projects..
n i believe strongly evrytin will be fine..
i'm so bz frens..sry 4e lack of updates
=(

bear in mind.. NOTHING COMES EASY

lose yourself (myself)

" look..
if you had..
one shot, or one opportunity..
to seize everything you ever wanted..
in one moment
would you capture it..or just let it slip?
yo.. "

its true..ain't it?
who'd wanna let it slip? jus tt not evry single one got the balls in doin so..
wats so fuckin diff? yeah?
main point.. many eminem's lyrics touched me..
and made me tink..

many smiles

1st 'smile' of all..

3 CHEERS TO MANCHESTER UNITED!!!
hip hip.. HURRAY!!!
hip hip.. HURRAY!!!
hip hip.. HURRAY!!!
Man Utd 3 - 0 Liverpool

total demolition over liver'fools'
goals courtesy of wes brown, cristiano ronaldo & nani~

2nd 'smile'
went 2look for maira-GER!!! at her wrk place..played few rounds of pool..
and i tot to myself..
"wat the fark is wrong wit my potting today?"
i simply cudnt belive tt i missed the simplest of shots..
ball-in-hand, object ball rite at e pocket, i missed
O.O ... sigh ...

ah ger was pretty gd for an ah ger..hmm..
does tis sentence make any sense? i personally tink so..so it shud make sense..
anyways..i tried to find out her flaws to help her inprove beta..
but strangely, i dunno wats wrong with her cueing..
her angles she aimed were definitely correct..probably's her cueing..
she was bobbing her head up n down while cueing..tt was a cute sight to witness..
hehehe~ ger..dun whack me ah~ hehehe~

nxt 'smile'
玉梨 的公司就在我公司附近！！！而且是超近！！！
er..ok..sorry..
i was tryin to say lily's office is lyk crawling distance away frm mine!!!
n tt i can meet my new good fren for lunch~ wheeee~ excited SIAL!
aniway she's gonna be my nxt featured fren!
its gonna be smtin to look forward to..n peeps!!!!
if u tink thr's ani delay tt of i shud quickly post more featured frens..
blame her okok? wakakakakakaka!!!
cos she suppose to get those pictures during sec sch 4 me but have yet to!
hehehe~ i was kiddin.. 'lili' dun whack me!!!

4th 'smile'
smting SERIOUSLY rare..
velon..a fren which her bday is onli 2 days b4 mine.. came toking to me on msn..
wakakakakaka!!! once in a blue damn moon!
muz be smtin wrong wit her love life again..den wanna look me up to give her opinions..
n yes bingo!!! i was rite!!!

last 'smile'
i'm headin to wrk in the mornin in a few hrs' time..
i gotta force myself to believe it's a 'smile'
so wrk can be more joyous & stress-free
=)
love y'all

slim & trim

ytd & 2day were my RT sessions..jus rched home..
din expect tt i went 2 days in a row..seriously not sure wat i was tinkin..
all i wish is to get my once slim n fit body back..

i'm intensively stayin away frm beer..
oh man..beer's - S I N !
get lost!!! stay away from me!!! go away!!! noo!!!

overally..i'm quite satisfied with tis wk's performance n wrk out
n hope i'll keep myself gg till no end..
i wanna be hansem again!
wakakakakakaka!
later~

soccer cures evrytin

bla bla bla...
dun wish to tok abt wrk..but wrk actually took up my whole DAY..
so..nth much to tok abt..except 2day i learnt hw to do actually full site measurement~
smtin pretty professional i tot to myself..

orite..lets get down to wat i wanna tok abt most..
~SOCCER~

rushed to tiong bahru to meet up with the weekday soccer mates..
they're actually all my boozin mates..of em all..a few are my buddies..gary, ah zai n andy..
the rest were nicholas..shawn..ryan..brian..alex..gabriel tham..
we played frm 7 all the way til 10..
at 1st we were playing against a malay youngster team..(they're good)
and a bunch of pakistanis/bangladeshi students..
we seriously tot they're beta off playing cricket..
wakakakakakakakakakakaka!!!!!!

it was competitive..against the malay youngsters..
my shoes were too big..my st soccer shoes were ALL worn off..
i'm so broke to afford a new pair..n honestly..i played lyk shit w/o proper shoes..
sigh..
but i AM NOT LOUSY!!! =)
ppl who played soccer with me knew tt i'm good ok! hehe!
jus a lil outta stamina nwadays..sigh!

oh well..after havin a nite of soccer..i felt so much better..
my mind was cleared..n for at least another few days..
anger vent..rage released..so relieved nw!
YAY!
soccer is my bestest medicine ever!

i'm plannin to hardcore slim down within a month..i MUST!
i wanna retrieve my once-so-fit figure.. =(
i MUST! ROAR!!!

well..i'm tired guys..keep track for more frens of the day aite?
CHEERS!

i'm tryin hard..

juz came back frm a jog..felt tt i was almost outta breathe!
cos i realised i ran 2 times more den i usually did..which is abt 7.2km?

not tt i WANNA or CAN run tt much..but i jus kept running w/o knowing..
thr're too much tings goin thru my mind..
poor me~

its 2nd day of 'war'
evryting's good.benjamin,my boss,left for china for meeting.
hmm..hw i wish i cud tag along..or when'll my turn be..
wakakakakakaka~

well..i'm reli tired..
no fren of the day today..so sry..
ciao~

fren of the day - JASON NEO (bacon neo)

since he spoke to me first one msn today..

the featured fren today shall be none other den..

neo jie sheng jason
a.k.a bacon neo
05.05.1985

knew him in sec sch..thru soccer i guess..
not reli close during those days..
til recently..tis ass became my buddy..
weird

tis's hw he looks in sec sch


he's got his 1st bike nsr sp
den upgraded to super4 (s4)
den upgraded to r6
aiseh~

neo's nsr sp

neo's s4

neo's r6


always wanted him to tk me for a ride in his r6
but he's FARKING lazy.
now sold..n got his mazda3..
n wan me to bring him to m'sia's garage to fix his car.
AISEH he wanna ZHNG(modify) his car
wakakakaka~ jus kiddin.

tis ass rejected me many times wheneva i asked him out.
cos he's lazy.wtf -.-
nevertheless..we shared many fantastic udrgrd stories..
WAKAKAKAKAKAKA!!!
shhhh..
way to go bro~

at war

0730h.
opened my eyes.fumbled my way to the toilet.forced my eyes n my asshole open.
i took a shit.well..sry =x
wakakakakakakakaka
n then i showered.came out got dressed n left at 0845h.

rched office at 0915h..training started at 1000h.stretched all the way to 1.
lunch-ed n went to a job-site.learnt abt the renovation procedures n MANY MANY STUFF!
after the 1st job-site i suggested to my boss benjamin, to bring us to parkway..
as juleen (ah ger) wanted a new sim card new line..so i brought her to PW's M1 and Starhub.
she's funny n VERY fickle-minded over the number she wanted.

den we left for 2nd job-site.at tanjong rhu, costa rhu condominium.
sigh..beautiful place..wonderful view n fantastic house..but houses nwadays are SERIOUSLY PUNY!
the damn condo's living room is even smaller den my room!!! WAT THE FARK!
and its a 2-bedroom ONLY..costing a whooping 800+K!!!! jibai!
'nuf said..sad case aint it? sigh

headed back to office for the final part of training given by christ..and it ended at 1900h..
during which i fell aslp half-a-metre in front of him,as training was given on his office table,
with my eyes wide opened!
i was brain choked at the end of the day.same goes for juleen.
n i tink she's more choked den i am.but i'm sure she's reli smart n intelligent.

ben the boss gave me a ride home n i joined mum n dad to makan SA PO FAN (claypot rice).
came home chatted with jason neo on msn..n he shot me with a bombing question.
"u noe any frens whr in m'sia got fixed the petrol-meter?"
ok..in the end it turned out to be tt i'm gonna bring him thr nxt week.
hmm..not bad..always wanted to go out wit him..now got chance liao.
neo..WAIT..i will bring u there -.-

tts all..
i'll be introducing my very first fren in a while's time.
chottomate kudasai
^^

final countdown

first of all..

~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU BROTHER~~

well..tho he's in bangkok nw..hahaha~
hope tt he'll get me shoes..NICE~

2day's the final day tt my shit-hole life might jus all come to an end..
yes..and i hope for it too tt it might all be over before i even noe it..
reportin to wrk at a new company..new job..new industry tml mrning..
as an interior design advisor.
WOW!!! sounds cool rite? but honestly..
i dunno much info abt my job scope..lets pray for the best ya!

job was given to me by a fren of my brother..he owns 3 company..
wow..power rite? i oso wan sial~ wakakakaka!
thr're too many tings running thru my mind nw..
n i dun even noe wat exactly..evryting's too vague..

anyways..i came out with a 'powderful' concept of wat to do wit tis blog of mine..
smtin veri different frm all the other blogs i used to hav..
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
other den writing journals to myself..i'll randomly pick frens and introduce em!
power rite?! wakakakakakakakaka!!!
a blog tt dedicate to all my frens n buddies..tts if they wud even appreciate it a lil..
well..it doesnt matter i guess..wakakaka!

met haikel juz nw to chill after his wrk..he lied to me..cheated me..
i din wanna expose him..he knows pretty damn well wat it was..
sigh..y lidat?
n bm? mia since dunno when..
y lidat y lidat?
SIGH!!!

chatting with xiuxian on msn at the same time as i wrote all tis..
haha~ was fun as we talked alot..or rather i talked too much..? wakakaka
we seldom chat up..due to her busy-ness..n she kept asking me to slp early~

i'm feelin pretty nervous abt tml..excited as well..enthusiastic too!
SEMANGAT SIOL! wakakakakaka!
ok..i'm tired..

PLEASE NOTE: RANDOM FRIEND WILL BE PICKED EACH TIME. NOT ACCORDING TO LEVEL OF CLOSENESS, IMPORTANCE, OR WHATEVER SHIT, TO MYSELF.
THANK YOU FOR YOUR ATTENTION. ^^

wat a night

"wa..fark..i got ran over by a 18-wheeler.."
tat was wat 1st came into my mind..
the moment i opened my eyes 10mins ago.

oh man..it was a farkin crazy nite!
bottles after bottles..jugs after jugs..
it was nv gonna stop coming..
my brother's frens were all amazing..

his frens all took me lyk baby brother..especially the ladies..
they were askin me to sing for em..
one of em actually got drunk and started horrible stuff..
she pinched n punched n slapped me -.-
~thanks big sister~ hahahahaha!!!

invited gary and valencia over..
but valencia mia..till late..gary came and we started drinkin..
kenny leong and andy came later in the nite too..
drank non-stop..til 3plus..i got so high i lost conscious for abt 15mins..
i din noe wat was happening at all when i walked over to boat quay side to look for valencia..
den i regained conscious while walking to kenny leong's restaurant to makan..
it's called 'thai smile'..beside 'golden cafe'..we had SPICY MEAT..
its farking farking hot n spicy..trust me..it REALLY is!
den we went home in andy's car..or rather gary's but andy's driving..wakakakaka!
andy's gettin his own car..lexus 250..jinlong gettin civic type r..
envy..but i shall fight my way thru!
WHOOSAH!!!
ciao~

nth beta to do

i reli hav nth beta to do..
wakakakakakakakaka!!!

DISCLAIMER
tis post is gonna be super random..
aniting tt comes to my mind..i'll pen it down..
and definitely full of crap..
bare with me or dun read if u're allergy to BULLSHIT..

its a fri evening now..
i'd been sittin in front of my comp for the whole day..
TGIF (thank god it's fri) ?
muz be kiddin me..so wat if its fri?

i was watching random anime..and came across GTO..
watched few hundred times oredi..but still it's the best..
my hp spoilt..but thanks to my wittiness..i got it done.. FOC..
my rudolf nose is healing..thanks to mummy's godly medication.

today..i cant seem to get to any of my dearest buddies..
or rather SO-CALLED buddies..sigh..
haikel and saddam buih..both mia..
we were supposed to meet today
to go support bubbles' and candy's fhm GND roadshow..
but? THEY BUIH..
my beloved brada BM was unable to get to too..
i'm sad..where are you guys man?

ok..my brother jus stepped into my room with his cigarette in his mouth..
had a lil convo
alex: "oi..later u gg out or not?"
alan: (shakes head n continue typing away here)
alex: "i'm gg to drink ltr wanna come along or not?"
alan: (nodded)
alex: "2nite cfm drinking alot..if i sense tt u gonna get wasted..i'll make sure u go home"
alan: (nodded) "yah..."
and he throws me a cigarette..

i was lyk a dog w/o food for couple of days when i saw the cig..
i pounced on it and lit it immediately..
the first puff was heavenly sweet..i felt so energised..
wagging my tail and my boreness was disposed of instantly

ok back to random shit
while smoking away..i thot of the coming monday..
imma start work..AT LAST! as an interior designer..
it's totally a new industry to me.. a job given to me by my bro's buddy.
it's time to work hard..i'm tellin myself tis..
constantly reminding myself tis..even my msn nick..

turnin 23 tis july..
its reli abt time i settle down n build on my future..
WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAK!!!
i find it funny myself..wat have i been doing since i ORD?
job-hopping..drinking almost evrynite..spending..rotting..

anyways..my bro came into my room again nw..
alex: "i'm leaving at 1930h" (its oredi 1900h now)
alan: "wat the fark? okokok."

suddenly smtin came into my mind..
my bro's birthday is coming..16 MARCH..
OMG!!!!!!! no wonder ask me go drinking..
always ask me to help him drink when he's abt to KNOCK OUT..
i tink tts the job of a younger brother..well..

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER~

needless to say..i gtg prepare nw..
thanks all of u for reading my random shit..
bye bye~

resurrection

hi.

all of u frm anywhr, evrywhr,
i almost 4got abt tis blog i once had,
since
i dunno when i left it thr.

once again i resurrect,
frm wat i thot i was doing
nth near correct .

its been a long n winding journey,
tt made me breakaway frm
wat i used to be.

hoping wat lies in front of me,
will be the me tt i wan
evry1 to see.

born of lucifer